Such Pain

I am having to sit on the side lines watching my daughter going through hell just now.
It is at a particularly despairing time for her right now, with all she can think of is that
she does not want to go on.
It is breaking my heart as I dont have the ability to ease her pain. It is she and she only
that has to deal with her demons. To over-power them once and for all and only then will
she be able to try to go foward.
She is at home with me at the just now, but she will be leaving to go to her flat tomorrow.
She needs to go back to attend a doctor's appointment. She is scared that she will be sent
back to hospital, where she does not not want to go to, but on the other hand thinks that at
least she would be safe there.
I have offered to go back with her, or that she just comes straight back here, but she has
other appointments on Wednesday and Thursday that she is supposed to attend. She has been
staying with me for most of the time, just going backwards and forwards to Edinburgh for about a year now.
I am at my wits end with worry at her being on her own in her flat tomorrow and for the next 3 nights. It is planned that she comes back to stay with me on Thursday after her appointment, so that we can do our voluntary work with the Scottish Wildlife Trust on Friday morning.
I am just heartbroken for the pain my daughter is in, terrified that she harms herself when she is on her own, and feels so utterly useless to know what to do for the best and what is in fact the right thing to do. Being Sunday everything is closed.
I too am in torment as I dont know what to do.